Ivy Howell

I don't know what happened to me I had an experience with God that i can't explain. Lately I have felt so peaceful in my heart as well as my spirit. People are talking a lot about heaven and hell lately. I have been thinking about it from the point of view of a friend of God. Why would you want to disappoint him and say you don't believe in him. He is real and he wants more than anything for you to believe in him. I know something happened to me because my actions are changing. My desires are changing. And my heart is changing!!!!!! I was going down a road where I wanted to sing and become famous, but he stopped me in the process. I kept hearing him in my heart saying come unto me and I will bless you beyond measure. I have always said that like in psalms 91 God has been carrying me. I am writing songs that he gives me. There is nothing like singing in his prescence and making melodies in my heart to him. When I am singing praise unto to him alone I feel like a little kid again that is flying through the air the songs that God gives me makes me feel like I am actually flying. The weight of my burden's are lifted the heaviness of heart has to go. All the hurt and pains from the past have to go. I feel like I am in the place of the most high and he liftts me up when I need the strength. He is my refuge and my fortress. My God who puts me under the shelter of his wings in the secret place. And he promises with long life will I satisfy you and show you and show you my salvation. That is so reassuring and very refreshing to me. So what happened I don't know but something happened!!!!!!!!!!!!